I don't paint as often as i should. Most of the time i second guess getting involved with the process. maybe because i tend to hate the process sometimes. i was trimmed to be a results-oriented girl so if i feel like i don't like the piece or i don't like where it is heading, i stop.

or i don't even start to begin with.

one of things that i have to remember is that people ask me to paint things for their homes.

if they are willing for me to paint murals in their homes, something that would very much be part of their family, then it also means that they are trusting me to make something that deserves such place in their lives.

which mean, i gotta trust in myself too.

i'm working on it. i am working on loving the process.