who needs Deepak Chopra when you have friends like Vanessa and Kat and Melinda.


Vanessa is one who doesn't sugar-coat things. but when you hold out you hand, she'll drop everything just to be there for you. last night, she helped me see a lot of things.

and one thing i have come to realize is this:

everything i have, i have prayed for. but somtimes i don't see it or recognize prayers were even answered.



i'm learning to trust. i'm learning to have faith. and i am really learning to forgive.