inspirational quote of the day:::...
"Nature does not hurry, yet everything is accomplished.”--- Lao Tzu


i love that quote. i so needed to hear that. patience is a virtue that is worth learning. i pretty much have it down packed but sometimes i just need to be reminded.

paez and i started a workout regimine. he and i have to report each other every single day. that can be very humbling. it also draws me to be introspective. here i am taking inventory of every single thing that i do for the day- what i ate, how i burned them, my emotional state. there are so many things i do that is subconcious like munch at my desk or munch when i drive. if that is the case, what about the trillion things we do every day that we are programmed to do? we do things automatically in a catotonic state. we get up; we get ready;we go to our jobs; we get off of work; we go home and veg; we go to sleep. i myself am quite busy but even that becomes to be a routine. i have to seriously start making a conscious effort to know exactly what i am doing, done to very simplistic thing. i have to remember why i do things- why i work, why i write, why i eat , why i go to community events, why i perform. maybe then i remember why i smile and why i cry. it makes the days so much more sweeter.