don't get me wrong.

i love that i have a job.

i love how i go to fix my teeth,

pay my bills,

hang out occasionally at nice restaurants,

and be able to travel to small places here and there.

but maaaaaaaaan. i have to create.


it physically hurts if i don't create for long periods of time. some people have cigarettes, drugs, alcohol whatever vice to cope with emotions and overactive worrying minds. i have art, in different mediums. but sometimes, the day job sucks the energy to where i can't finish things.

2010... finish what i have started and blend it all.