it's been along time, thought i left you...
without a dope beat to step to.

anyways...

life has thrown a bunch of curve balls to me lately. and one actually clocked me in the head. i am actually trying to recover from it as we speak.

ever been in a situation where things seem so dismal that you start looking at your options and those options start making you consider compromising your views so you can at least gain footing?

don't worry. yours truly didn't sell her soul nor did she sell her body. she did consider looking for a cliff to jump off of.

i can already hear you all saying "oh alfie, life is not so bad."

true. it's not. it's just that. life.

but in order to live, one needs to breathe.

and that is what i need right now. time to breathe.