random thought of the moment::::....
my friend's friend told him that he thinks i am "hot as all hell"...wow, that is certainly a compliment...cuz we all know hell is pretty damn hot...

following random thought of the moment:::...
phloe says that when i grow old, i will be the pilipino version of rose from the "golden girls". damn, okay, but add the sexual libido of blanche and the fiestiness of sophia and i willl be cool. she could be boring dorothy


life is good. i can't complain. but i can't rave either. i feel like i am in a metamophisis stage of my life. i am in this huge coccoon where i honestly need to let whatever processes my heart, mind and soul want to go through. but it is hard for my body wants to stay active. i cant stay silent . but i always feel that i need to stop speaking to God and let him answer my questions. sometimes God whispers the answers in my ear and if i need to stop speaking in order to catch it. i want to break this code of life right now. i need to savor it and just enjoy the journey.

i am actually taking inventory on trying to find the reason why certain people are introduced in my life. i don't believe that life is a coincidence. i feel that each person i meet , whether they are positive experience or negative experience, brings a lesson about life that is important in my shaping. i need to show more of my appreciation of people, both minor and major roles.

on a lighter note: LAKERS LAKERS LAKERS!!!!!

on an elevated note: i spoke to my father today! haven't talked to him since January. i miss that man. but his words rejuvenated me once again!