according to this sex test, i have a sexual appetite like a lion. funny, i have yet to feast. read the last sentence..."any person that meets my guidelines...". ashkan, faniks, and bambu say i am picky. i don't think i am picky. i just don't want to live life with regrets. i have yet to find a man that just captures my breath and hold it in his hands, very delicately as to not harm it. so far, i have met men who have captured my attention, my curiosity, but i am very reluctant to hand over the heart. yes, part of it is my bad but i can't rush things. i take things slow. i want something created and developed. not have something flighty and passionate just sweeps me off my feet and my better judgement relapses. some of my friends say i need to let out some energy in the mean time... (( sigh ))... i care to exchange energies with a man worthwhile, not just release energy... ok, enough of my love life. if you care to know, ask...

oh, here is a poem that Ish and I have done while on aim.. (ain't the internet great?)

C.O.N.N.E.C.T. T.H.E. D.O.T.S.

Alfie says: C is the curiosity the killed the couple when counter strikes clash in fits of reaction than proaction when really they need to be more direct and correct before cat’s got their tongue, creating ill communication

KillerCapoeira: O is the option to openly advance onward into those waiting arms or to oppose the needs and desires of the heart's oracle in order to obtain the opulence of the organic orifice.


Alfie says: N is the not giving into the negative narrations of what NBC, ABC, and CBS negates over airwaves and cable fibers, sticking with politicing through our own ciphers, making sure we never negotiate our beings of the Nth power with negativity, thus having our movement flow through space and time with divine metamorphic wings be our infinity


KillerCapoeira: N is the next level to which we, not knowing, yet needing, nay, necessitating a new notion of our own destiny. The nexus between now and never; not quite naive, but naire knowledgeable of the nothingness that we near and the Nfinity the we Ngender!

Alfie says: E is for every erotic emotion the ends with a sigh, making the retina of the third eye see as if with ESP, embellishing endearing breathings with feelings, encapsulating erogenous zones in ebbs and flows of a babbling stream of consiousness, emoting giddiness to the point where the excess makes an ether around the heart, as if a halo around the crown of the effervescent

KillerCapoeira: C is the chance to bring it back from the copse of confusion and consternation to the crowning forest of our cultural elevation. To correspond in the center of the circle, coolly as the crescendo of the cacophony created by berimbau and my camara with the caxixi drives us, cyclically challenging our conceptions until we can conquer ourselves, contend with compassion, collaborate with complexity, and confound our co-opters, our captors.

Alfie says: T is for the ten seconds it takes, to try to not say that word in which you later regret,
Thinking time and time again on how treacherous the tongue can be, on how sharp words can make the heart bleed, on ticking time bomb hearts make two people stop talking, tip toeing on tension wires over ten hundred rusted thumbtacks like teeth makes jittery walking, all this can be avoided if tongue was hugged with tenderness

KillerCapoeira: T is the tragedy of time, ever escaping. The trials and tribulations of upholding one's dignity. The tales that they tell you when they use words like love, commitment, and trust. Trust takes time to establish , but only a tidbit of doubt to topple its tower.

Alfie says: H are for the 'hellos', 'hi's' and 'how are you's' that we hinder to hand out , not knowing how heroic it can be for a lonesome heart, helping to hack out hatred with harmony, a mere smile can crack the hard wall of any racial boundary, mental hugs with understanding can be honored right now, reaching to that heavenly plane of understanding and stomping that attitude of being ?holier than thou?.
Hence, it is here and now that humanity should start and it starts with that word of encouragement that is dangling on you mouth?

Alfie says: E is for everlasting bass!!!!!! (DA NA NA DA .... DA DA)

KillerCapoeira: (DA NA NA DA .... DA DA) D for the decimal that determines infinite distance. (Dope)

Alfie says: O is the obscure but obvious obligatory obligations one has on respecting the ovaries

Alfie says: T is for the turbulent tornado of emotions when words like "together" and " true love" have been terminated

KillerCapoeira: S for the soothing sound of something seemingly not there, but sticking to you like a second skin: last night's lovers' sweat...