this sucks. half of my message from yesterday got cut off and blogger wont let me edit it! damn!

here is the completed entry:

i wonder how the world was thousands of years ago before we started raping the land. before nuclear energy; before petroleum-eating cars; before aerosol cans; before smog... i wonder how the air smelled. i wonder who the sun felt tickling my skin. i wonder which direction the wind was blowing and how water from the springs actually tasted like. i wonder what the land looked like at its raw beauty. like, did california have rolling valleys or was it mountainous? i was talking to dave and he feels that humans are basically parasites to living earth. earth does not benefit from us at all but we sure benefit from earth. we use and abuse all natural resources. we pollute the waters and the air. we thrash the land, ripping apart forests and jungles. we CHANGE the face of landscapes in grand scales. we have this manifest destiny complex where we just want to conquer everything! land, space, money, people... everything. afterall, isn't that how wars are started? we are working towards a global bank... one bank to control the finances of MILLIONS! sounds like a stronger leash put around our necks in forms of inserted micro chips. a planetary system... then we will soon go to other worlds and flex our manifest destiny penis to them and try to conquer them in forms of starbucks, mcdonald's, and pepsi.

until we find someone more superior than us and we get our asses whipped and we trade our slavery to credit cards and micro chips to slavery to some alien nation. time to replace the micro chip and bar codes to chains connected to jabba the hut...

okay, sounds far-fetched but shit, you never know!