i am beginning to think that the universe does not want me to sleep.

no matter what i do, i can't seem to keep a normal sleep schedule.

even after one hydroxozine pill, and two benedryls, i am left looking forward, eyes wiiiiiiiide open, feeling more annoyed than sleepy.

alcohol doesn't make me sleepy. working out for two hours doesn't make me sleepy.


fucking jackhammers and construction next door, phone ringing off the hook, random people visiting me at my door- nothing out there helping me sleep.

its like the universe is making me a guniea pig of what lack of sleep does to a person.

learn from me. get some sleep. 8 hours of it a day. or else you are going to end up like me.