trippin #243



Current mood: contemplative




i tend to buy organically. lately i have been cooking food from scratch. i read labels like crazy.

no partially hydrogenated oils
no msg
no GM
no aspartame

and i thought i got used to it. i got accustomed to eating organic foods as opposed to the counterparts laced with preservatives and additives.

so i thought.

have you tasted an organically grown celery?

its like celery you get from ralph's and vons but times the taste by 80. i was like "no shit. THIS is how a celery is supposed to taste like?"

fuckin slapped me in the face. i don't know if i like it yet. i gotta get used to it.

battles
So my roommate has this piece of cake sitting in the fridge. It is raspberry with this butter cream topping. Its soooooo delicious.

And I want to eat it all


But I can’t cuz its hers

I tried pacing back and forth.

But I took another bite

I tried just staying in my room


But nope the craving is still there

I tried just diving into my work and get lost in it but instead I am chatting with a friend of how much I want it.

So now I am blogging



And as you can see, it is not working...

Imma leave the house.

See you later....