Its belle’s quarter century bday so tonight, our circle celebrated her born day at buca de beppo’s in santa monica.


not quite sure why peter has his mouth opened like that but I don’t think Jackie knew either



vanessa is tired but me, i am having a good hair day... well, for that five minutes i was



bday girl belle, kat, me, and vanessa


she glowing!


b and dj


one of them gaudy knick knacks at buca


faith fondling the giant sized meatballs


faith doing the parmesan cheese freak dance


yup, the wine is kickin' in now


HAPPY BDAY, BELLE!


FLASHBACK FLICKS:::
so yea, i have been lagging on putting pics up so i am going
to be doing flashback flicks. the following pics are from an art show phloe and
i checked out. they were featuring mark ryden,
one of my favorite LA artists and scarling was doing a free show. my brother looooooves
scarling. i am a fan too. fucking love their
music. dope art, dope music, free alcohol. yes, big fun for all...


we are glistening cuz we are sweating


i did say free booze, right?


jessicka of scarling singing and the backs of heads of many goth kids


yummy art


more yummy art

ok, so every night, i hear this cricket in my house. he would rub his legs, hoping, just hoping to find his little cricket soulmate.

meanwhile, outside my window, is a chorus of crickets, singing the same tune.

sometimes, i feel like that cricket in stuck in my house. just waiting to be found.

the end.

where the road led me...

currently, i am in a mac store.

i have not been home for 24 hrs.

i am fine.

some one made himself available in order to help me with my dilema of not having a working monitor. and now we are in a wild goose chase to make his flatscreen display work with my tower.

surprises i tell you.

i will allow him to be an angel to me. i am so appreciative.

all this so i can continue to work at home and not be a sitting duck for two weeks while my other monitor is being fixed.

he thinks by 4pm, i should be up and running,

to be continued...


and to you loyal readers, yes, he made a cameo again,,,

today...
i woke up to the sounds of a jackhammer. it has been this way for about a month now. it has come to the point where it has become melodic to me. i wake up, i say "good morning" to God and the rat-tat-tat-tatting becomes white noise where i eventually go back to sleep for another 40 mins or so.

today...
the monitor does not work.i am slowly freaking out as i need to get some work done. i am trying not to think of my sister's allowance, the phone bill, the gas bill, the electric bill, the fact that i need to pay for my bridesmaid dress and accessories.

no, instead, today, i will take the universe's lead and breathe. i am going to the farmer's market and buy some apples, mangos, some bell peppers, and an iced americano from the little yellow mom-n-pop coffee stand.

today...
i will go the bakery down the street and get a honey multi-grain loaf, some brie at trader joe's, and pour some red wine. i will clink glasses my roommate mitzi and we are going to talk about how we hate bush and how a revolution is needed but will not happen anytime in the next couple of months, and of course, love.

today...
i will fall in love with the next man whose philosophy of love and romance matches with mine. how he shall dedicate his words to the healing of the world as well as himself. in my head, i will have a whirlwind romance, complete with cherry blossom walks in japan, and holding hands underneath a paris moon. and by tonight, i shall break up with him only to be ready for the next romance for the next day.

(( snapping out of it ))

fuckin aye... why is my friggin' monitor not working.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!! i need to work, not freewrite!!!!

not that i believe in horoscopes or anything...

but this screamed out decibels...

"Listen - but don't get involved! It could prove too draining for you - though you might learn from it."

scaaaaaweeeee...

i kinda already knew that though. the funny part about horoscopes is that they tend to let you know AFTER the fact. but they are for entertainment purposes only.

i think this was in reference to the last interaction i had with a man. all good. i really enjoyed his company and he came during a time when i needed just that. from what he told me tonight, he is glad he met me and thought our interaction was positive.

timing is everything, folks. well, among other things. but yea, timing has alot to do with it.

((putting away quartz stone because clarity has set in))