How evil are you?


well, no shit, sherlock. i know i am good. you should have read the answers for the multiple choice.

in some states in the u.s., i am bad.

dj gotcha crazy: i have a dream about you last night
dj gotcha crazy: you told me you were pregnant, and gonna have a baby girl
dj gotcha crazy: wonder what that means....changes to come? rebirth?

whoa...

well, seeing that i am single right now, i have nothing to worry about. would die (or kill my former self for rebirth) to have a child but not right now.

so maybe she foresees change in my future.

cool. life is dynamic. its the ebbs and flows of light and dark nights that makes it what it is... life.

birth... existance...death... rebirth

we shall see how things progress. lots of sharp turns have taken place in my life

so i was bored at 4am in the morning...

and i made an anime of myself



go make one yourself

when in doubt, go with what you know

♥Alfie and ♥Orlando bloom

Are rumoured to have had less than zero valuable children. Can't stand to whisper to each other as it mightn't lead to pregnancy Follow their dreams.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart. -Alice Walker

a man i never met before but belong to the same email list, sent us that quote today. i thought it was fitting. i can honestly say that i am in a good place. i have been for awhile but i held on to the pain as long as i could. i figured if i still felt any tinge of pain, that i still had love. i would rather be in pain that to feel indifference to someone i once loved and cared for passionately. but i realized that even though my heart doesn't hurt, and i don't cry doesn't mean i don't have love for him. it just means that my heart is ready to be open again but it still capable of giving love at the same time.

getting back up to speed

i think i am getting back into speed of things. life is not slowing down but after recovering from a recent slump, i am geared up and ready to play hard ball.

alot has happened in my life and it seems so easy to focus on the negative things in life. instead of giving light on the negative, i am going to rejoice in the beautiful. my sister, my mother, and my roommate just celebrated another revolution completion of their earth daysi; had been to massachusetts and oregon in less than two weeks; i had witnessed the most amazing hip hop show of the year so far starring native guns and common; i had the honor of performing with the women of bc (and al robles, allison de la cruz, and nobuko); i was in a panel discussion for the "facing race 6" conference at ucsb. i mean the list goes on and on.

so praise god the many blessings and for sending my friends to keep me together. on with life and on with the healing...

so first things first



go see shrek 2. it's not as funny as the first one but it is still very good and still pretty funny.

you know, phloe likened me to shrek. "you are like shrek. wanting to be loved for who you are." i didn't know if i should agree with her or poke her in the eye. although he and i may have the same shape nose, i don't see myself as an ogre. boooo!

ucla jazz/reggae fest

melany got us tickets to go see the 18th annual jazzreggae fest at ucla. madlib did a dope ass set. poncho sanchez got the people moving with latin jazz. vanessa, jason, cheryl, mel, victor, and i indulged ourselves with good food, good company, and great music.pics coming soon...