oh, pharrell, if you are reading this,
so i am up cleaning the house and doing stuff that normal people do during the day (ie. work out, work, write, clean, cook) when i see my one of my favorite aries online. i asked why and she said this

then she says:
kat: girl
kat: i'm on fuckin cloud nine
kat: he was gorgeous
kat: his skin was soft
Alfie: HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH
kat: that topped it OFF

so, mr nerd man, please propose to my girl. you would make her really happy. and i will be happy because i would be an auntie and all my maternal tendencies can be met.




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the list

you know what i am talking about. the list between a couple where if given the chance, the other would let other partner have one night of ecstasy with someone on their list. usually the list is of celebrities far beyond their reach. and it is a fictional list... supposingly.

well, blu keeps adding to his list to tease me. vivica fox. janet jackson. eve.

and i had no one on my list. i have no crush..

ok, johnny depp... but he has to wear his pirate outfit

and orlando bloom, in his legolas costume

HEY, AT LEAST I AM TRYING!

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guerilla courting

wendell says:

"guerilla courting is not about convincing the other to like you. its helping the other discover that they like you"

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more later. i am actually going to try to sleep right now

man, my schedule's all messed up

it's 5:40am and i just finished a job. while all you all are sleeping, snugged in bed, i was having breakfast, worked out and then started work. right now i am delirious. straight up shot. but you know what sucks? i may have to wake up soon to move my car soon so maybe i should just stay up and wait for my roommate to wake up. jeez louise.


in the meantime, get some candy bubbles. shit is dope. you can catch the bubbles with your tongue and its sweet. things you can do when your are delirious. eat bubbles.

but don't ask me about the carb content.

quick!!!! someone talk me out of buy this! i don't need it right? RIGHT???

how do you spend your spring equinox weekend? well, let me tell you

on friday, you can perform a spoken word piece with a friend doing modern dance while another friend plays the kulingtang


check out joy mallari's work in a collaboration exhibit being shown at espresso mi cultura.

then on saturday morning, you can voice your opinion at a peace rally, a year after the bush administration declared war and attacked iraq


things are pretty calm and peaceful. until the police in riot gear was mobilizing. from time to time, you would see a group of lapd running and it would agitate some of the walkers. johne. did a good job in calming the crowd. "don't fall for their tactics. keep it peace. do not provoke them. we have children and elders walking among us. keep it peaceful."

then at night, you can go to highland park and kick it at the hip hop freedom concert and watch your peeps perform



and then you get silly



and you start taking pics in between sets

d-lo was hosting. there was some lag time in between sets so kublai and her made an executive decision to put me on. so there i was, cold, no run thru. and it showed. i fugged up TWICE!

but d-lo cushioned the blow and i was able to spit out something. it was embarrassing! completely blank. my only saving grace is that most of the kids found me endearing enough to see me as a comedy relief. that or they were happy stoned and thought anything that i did was endearing.

but faith and cheryl did a great set.



then on sunday, you have a girls night out
or at least try to have one. that phrase is much more different than it was 10 years ago. yea, life was blissful when you live in the matrix. after college, all you do is go to work, work out, then party. a lot of us do so much in our day to day lives, that simply hanging out is a bit more difficult. some of us are tired from putting over time at work, some of us are mothers, some of us had rehearsals.

i am blessed to be surrounded by creative and strong women on the daily but sometimes, it would be nice to hangout with out pressures of putting on an event, work, or performance.

so we went to C&O


and you order their stuffed mushrooms. yu mmmmmmmm!


and you throw your hands in the air...


and then you bump into your homeboy from poorhouse projekts in town from tour, fucking shit up at the temple bar

and then life is good. as it always has been. HAPPY SPRING EQUINOX!

so there are two pinays in american idol

good... now WIN!

no pressure or anything.

LET'S GET NAKED!!!


i just wanted to say that.


my shoulder hurts.

ok i shut up now.