oh me oh my
my ass is still at work. i just finished. it's still 8'oclock. the night is relatively young.

you know what really sucks? i have spent the whole two weeks trying to detoxify my body. been drinking water beaucoup amounts of water and getting up and peeing ever 20 minutes or so. ( my co-workers must think i have problems.)

i have not been drinking coffee. i am really proud of myself.

well, i was given a huge task at work and i find myself not being able to keep up. in fact, i find myself hella taking long naps when i used to run around like the energizer bunny.

i couldnt take it anymore. i drank 4 cups today and i busted out some major work.

NOOOOOO! I DON'T WANT TO BE DEPENDANT ON CAFFIENE.

i need to find another stimulant but since caffiene is drying out my skin and love is elusive... i may have to take up speed.

quick tid bit
i want to smile so bad but it hurts to damn much. i need a new face.

unconcious mutterings
unconcious mutterings is just brain vomit basically. helps bring the subconcious out to light. i hold responsibility to what i say and think but not to what you think and say.

on your mark, get set, go!

i say... you think...

1. Hook:: peter pan
   
2. Greg:: brady
   
3. Sixty:: nine
   
4. Breakfast:: rooty tooty fresh and fruity
   
5. Dollar:: bill
   
6. Unpredictable: mayhem
   
7. O:: K
   
8. Bathing suit:: no way
   
9. Inconsiderate:: dufus head
   
10. Marx:: ism
    

"Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we often might win, by fearing to attempt." -- William Shakespeare

"Every day you may make progress. Every step may be fruitful. Yet there will stretch out before you an ever-lengthening, ever-ascending, ever-improving path. You know you will never get to the end of the journey. But this, so far from discouraging, only adds to the joy and glory of the climb. "-- Sir Winston Churchill

i am stressed. not anxiety-attack-rip-my-hair out type of stress but a low grade kind of stress. if it had a sound it would sound like an annoying low hum. nonetheless, it still affects the body, mind and eventually, if i am not careful, the soul.

handling it though. i just have to remind myself that i surround myself with good people. people that i trust and love.

right now, i am trying to fly four business ventures, promote and curate the fpac poetry slam, remodel my house, all while maintaining my career, my health, my studies, and keeping tabs with family and friends.

i want it all. and i will work hard into getting it all.

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